RocketJim's

These past few months, I suddenly grew alot of white hair. White hair = stress and I don't know what I am stressed about because Life is pretty good. There are several minor annoyances like conjuring excuses to reject exchanging shifts, worrying about lack of sleep, whether I am getting enough exercise and well...others. I guess I do worry over alot of things. One of my colleagues (a skilled palm reader) remarked that my hands have too many worry lines when I thought I was just dehydrated!

I worry alot about hurting people too. When I reject a colleague's request, I start fretting about how she would think of me and what impacts would my refusal bring. Would her child go to school hungry then? Or would she get in trouble with her in-laws? If I treat someone too nice, what are the implications of my actions? Mixed signals? Arg, who cares?! Well, I do! You can't please everybody but I try to. =( I might sound nasty bitching so much in my blog but of course this is just a blog. I can't act as irresponsibly in real life; while there are no consequences here! And what is absolutely the worst thing? Wasted worry sessions. "Oh dear oh dear, if I don't give her my noon shift, she won't be able to babysit." Then bam! Next day she takes an MC on MY noon shift and I later found out she just wanted to dye her hair. *shakes fists* BIATCH.

A guy friend once told me that males and females date differently.

GUY: If girl is suitably presentable, have a good character, feeling is good, can try.
GIRL: Must have feeling, no feeling means no go.

How true is that?