RocketJim's

Bite Me
I rewatched LOTR 2 today and it was so tragic. It wrenches my heart when a handsome dude dies in a film. When hundreds (perhaps thousands) die together in the space of 15min...it is a great tragedy. Poor elves....poor poor elves. Anyway, Eomer is wonderfully delicious. Hehe.

Just wondering... perhaps if people are way more independent, they won't feel loss. Don't worry, I don't get it myself. I was just thinking, perhaps it is the very fact that we grow so used to someone or rely on him/her so much that when the someone disappears, we grief. So if one is highly independent...if one don't rely on someone or something, then perhaps it is possible to create a shield from the grief. It's like "John Lennon is dead. Noooooooo!!" vs "Johnus Muckmod is dead. Who? The ambassador for Congo from...Gee, that's too bad." Anyway, that's hard too; to lock one's heart from everything else. Rely on someone huh? Very...tempting.

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Grrrr. Someone has been texting me like crazy everyday. Shoot, I do feel like swearing but I won't. Out of respect for the readers, nope. Who the hell does it think it is?! Asking me where the hell I am every few hours. No friggin way am I even replying your texts, you IT. No more! Never!! Yeah it's mean to be so cold but c'est la vie. People give me the cold shoulder too. Why should YOU succeed? Mr Popular eh? *evil laugh* For the snubbed femmes, I am gonna wreck their revenge on you. Argh. Mean, mean mean. I am gonna be an animal in my next life and it's cuz I am ignoring this thing.

How is it that one action, one appearance, one word or one person can ignite everything from joy to depression in another? Bloody hell. I think, deep down I am just still too nice. Haha!