Letting Go of Negative Energy~
Emo said I had to deal with it so I am. She's totally right. Other people's business do not concern me. I don't know why I got so upset. I mean, whatever floats her boat right? It's just very tasteless to imagine my 'friend' falling for such a lousy character of a man. He is petty, inhumane and downright rude but I guess there are always mysteries of the Universe. I'd always remember what Junny babes said, "They deserve each other." True. Similar personalities will attract each other. Petty couples will throw petty weddings. Plotters will attract fellow plotters. Whatever it is, I am still a happy woman in a happy place and happy stage. I come home to my funny siblings and caring parents. I have Loverboy to hug and thank god he is totally NOT PETTY and polite to a fault. Unlike the scumbag in the office, he greets and thanks his subordinates.
I've been thinking of a old friend recently but I have no incentive to contact her. I think it has been more than a year. I'm disappointed she couldn't be more mature for her age. Not only am I fed up with her freeloading, I am not happy about the lack of a filtering system in her head. Thanks to her, someone thinks very lowly of me but I again, I don't care. I'm happy and he's happy. So there is balance in the Universe. Apparently she's changed to someone better but I dunno, sometimes there are expiry dates on friendships.
Anyway enough. I have TONS of things to prepare for my wedding. I'm running errands everyday. I'm bushed. To reward myself, I should get a good book. Nothing beats a quiet corner in the bedroom, a couple of pillows and a good book!
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2 comments:
lol i don't remember when i said that and in what context, but yeah, that works for the DUH people. so you just stay happy with loverboy and prepare for your wedding, which i'm sure will be wonderful! <3
- junny
The cheapo wedding I think. I was talking about some cheapo bride who gave $4 angbaos to her jiemeis and then you were recalling a cheapo couple. It was a conversation long ago but I'd always remembered what you said. I always rememeber what people say actually! hahaha but I have a problem remembering names or faces.
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