Soft Balls Got Great Guts
Despair.
That was what I felt, as another creepy geriatric handed me a card with his hotel name and number and when I cried. It was weird. I couldn't control it and then the tears started coming fast and strong. I had enough in my head without another creep rubbing it in. So he (PFFFT a passenger) fumbled, tried to pacify me and then decided to slowly inch back to his seat.
I felt resigned. As if defeated by Fate...about the way I keep meeting these random creepy men. I don't understand what is in me that attracts them so much. I am not ugly but I think I am about as cute as the next girl walking down the street. Do I have this "Gurantees a good time in bed!!" tattoo on my head?? Pffft I feel so down. And it kills me thinking that the one person I care most about is never near or around enough to shield me from such shit.
It scares me thinking how much more despair a person could feel before he/she takes his/her own life. Must be terrible to even feel that way once.
O shut it, May. It's only the first week of New Year. I should be happier. Not this usual depressive-maniac with a flair for drama. That is so....2007. 2008 is going to be better. I will treat myself better and stab every creepy soft balls.
*sigh*
I hate my life sometimes. Why it is so weird? Funny thing is, my head always know what is the correct thing to do. Unfortunately, I choose to follow my heart.
Apparently I enjoy licking my own wounds. Yum yum.
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6 comments:
Men do THAT on planes to flight attendants?!?!
Ugh! Sometime fellow members of the male species really really confuses me. Does it make a difference if the guy wasn't creepy? Or is that even possible b/c I'd imagine doing such a thing would automatically make any guy creepy....
Anyways, next time a guy do that to ya, you should totally tear up the card right in front of him, then smile and ask him to kindly return to his seat and put his tray in the upright and locked position. That ought to learn him.
Oh!.. .and uh.... cheer up! 2008! New Year! New Beginnings! :)
Lastly... *hugs*
are you speaking from experience, moiny?
- junny
Hey may-jie, cheer up... Girl power help is on the way!!! YOu get creeps, I get jerks. Let's just say that the average men just dun noe how to appreciate us. Hmph!
*BIG HUGS* Feel better soon yeah
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