I am so tired! I haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 and a half months; in fact I only get 3-4 hours of sleep every night. I really used to be a pig, my close friends all vividly remember how I used to sleep through school. Heh heh. Can't believe for the life of me I could EVER turn into an insomniac! What is wrong with me?? Ok I admit I was missing someone so bad I couldn't sleep at night initially. Coupled with random stupidity I encountered on my job and the time differences, I guess my body clock (and mind) is finally ruined. I am very touched my sister bought me sleeping pills which gave me a whopping 7 hours' of blissful sleep the day before. My close friends held long discussions which threw up alot of suggestions to a better night's sleep. This is SO weird, sleeping was NEVER a problem for me...now people are telling me how to relax in bed. Hello? I slept through the A'Levels you know!
*sigh* Come to think of it, turning 25 has been really interesting...either that, 2006 has alot of surprises in stored for me. I am really not complaining since it's interesting to wonder what would come next (heartaches included). This past month alone has been a whole series of crazy ups and downs...pretty unbelievable. I guess Life is good although people disappoint you time to time. Such sadness. Random people who appear out of nowhere and erode the trust between friends; people who made you feel under-appreciated after all you have done; people who suddenly disappear and people who reappear and mess with your head. Yes, all in the space of ONE month. No wonder I cannot sleep. Very fortunately, there are also those who brighten your day with well-timed messages that soothe your troubled days. For the chickenbackside n girlfriends who made me laugh alot:
Tiramisu from Marriott!Ah well, after all the shit, i decided to treat myself to something nice. Voila, the first ever jewellery I bought for myself! My parents never got me a 'key' on my 21st so here it is. Looks pretty much like the keyblade from Kingdom Heart...it's merely a coincidence.
...as a sidetrack I have Japanese classes tomorrow which is going to teach me hiragana AGAIN. Maybe that might put me to sleep. Ooooo...
2 comments:
this entry tugged some heartstings. Sigh. I guess it all comes in a package.. the good and the bad.
still..i think we can do without the heartaches :)
*hugs for you, babe*
- junny
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