Unwell
Everyone fears rejection and I guess that is why more people prefer to second guess than do something. I wouldn't call myself brave...hell no... I do like my things straightforward but after hearing various advice and all, my preferred ways are over-ruled. I might scare more people off than interest them THEY ALL SAY. Whatever it is, it is crunch time tomorrow...yowza... *breathes in* it's then or never. Gonna be very very hard but I don't want to continue wondering what the hell could have happened if I had said something.
I have tried to keep my feet firmly on the ground...kept very realistic but daydreaming is akin to a Piscean character. Yah, blame it on my stars. Shoot! Just also realised that it's the last lecture tomorrow. It's going to be real packed and if I don't get a good seat, I'm pretty much doomed. I have waited 7 semesters in college to come across such a character...can't I just be given a chance?
Is there some pheromone juice on sale?
...I have this feeling I am going to remain single for a long time yet.
Bummer.
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