I alternate between feeling extreme anxiety and indeflatable confidence (ah, the power of blind faith). So as I mentioned in the previous posts about a little project of mine (that does not involve babies)...I got my dress samples finally and they are pretty well done. Of course being the nitpicker I am, there is still alot of room for improvement.
A little sneak peek perhaps? ;)
Voila! What do you think? Do you like it? Would you wear it?
No, I did not make this. I can design but I cannot put cloth through a machine and work it into magic yet. I think it rocks...doesn't it? lol I did ask for a summer-y floral print but the zebra print surprisingly works. I will keep this in mind when I design a safari collection later.
So yes, this is what keeps me awake at night and anxious. I am still thinking how much I should push this little project of mine. I flip between thinking I should just be the contented housewife who settles for yoga and cookery lessons OR becoming an entrepreneur who could make her hobby into a success and finally purchase a house of her own. (Obviously I meant a house with a nice garden that can accommodate a retired horse and a couple of Dobermans haha)
The husband is very supportive (thank goodness) but I do fear so bad, that I am dumping his money into the drain. I should have more positive thoughts huh! I have a big group of lovely friends supporting me too (And I love all of you!) Can't help but fear failure...and yes I need to think more positively. Well, if I don't take the risks I guess I would never know. I hope to have good news soon!
Watch this space.
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