Saturday, December 09, 2006

Thank You Girlfriends

Empress Boodiboo is soooo engrossed in Prison Break...the power of piercing blue eyes and pretty boys. Some things NEVER change.

Today I felt..was particularly fulfilling. I met up with 3 different girlfriends and had a good heart to heart talk with each of them. I missed this feeling and although I still ain't exactly feeling top of the world, I can't deny this warmth in my heart. Thank you, you know who you are and I'm really sorry I whined so much. I am happy I finally found something I want to treasure but...it's gonna be headache for some friends. Hehe.

I don't know why I think so much too, what do I have to lose? Only Time.

Emotions are a funny thing and I still don't get how I wake up one day wallowing in self pity, and another day totally rejuvenated with no cares in the world. Hate myself sometimes. I believe 90% of my problems are conjured by ME. I soooo love worrying. Arg!!

I really don't know what to do if I don't have the friends I have now. (And of course, Empress Boodiboo to entertain me.) My next year resolution is to be MORE confident. At least of my actions and choices. I want to be less insecured and more carefree!

I swear although I shall become more confident, I won't become too arrogant or hao lian. Haha I try lah.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oy! Why none of the girlfriends comment?! So shy.

I am sooooo tired and sleepy!!!

- Myself

Anonymous said...

Haha...yes your highnessss....as you can see i'm replying you now..*flirtatious wink*...Hey i had fun last friday as well... It was great talking to you eventhough...once or twice...i got lucky and managed to unravel some of your secrets...heheh But seriously babe...dun think too much...cause you've got a lot of qualities that most girls would love to possess.