RocketJim's

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Bush won. Enough said.

There is this lovely job at Changi Airport. I am dying to do it but it's too far...it would take 3 hours everyday to and from Changi. Plus it's a 6 days week. Love the job scope since I can use Japanese and help people (and perhaps if I am very lucky, meet Sanada lookalikes). I could ASSIST people!! For self-sacrifical Pisces, nothing beats lending helping hands but alas it's a 6 days week. I am a law abiding citizen and if the Gahmen encourages a 5 days week, I don't want to go against it... you know?

Remember how I always say God bitch-slap people? Well, I might be working in a bank. *shrugs* Everything is tentative but it seems to be the fastest way to earn money and I need tons to do my design degree so a bank seems attractive. Thing is, I am pretty sure I shall be bored to hell. First, by the work (bank = boring). Second, by the incessant pantry bitching and office politics. I tell you, an all-female environment is only attractive to men; I find too much 'ying qi' a terrible thing. Anyway, we'll see.

Been discovering tons of grey hair on my head. My mum can't believe I am stressed since I am pretty much having the good life. Not true. There is always guilt to stress anyone/anything out. I am always guilty about something or worrying my head of for another. Shucks. So I have been walking around pretty clouded these weeks but am finally clear!! I finally see the light. The haze has lifted! The smoke screens have cleared! I have goals to keep to my timeline and this gets me all excited again. 2005 shall be grand and I am making preparations for it. Ho ho. First, I shall start buying 4D. I notice that the digits '3', '6' and '9' appear very frequently. This weekend, I shall go observe one more popular digit and put together a winning combination. Finally get my driving license and proceed to buy 3 cars. One each for dad, mum and me. Mwahahaha.

Watched 'As Good As It Gets' for about the 5th time today and it's still so good. I love the movie because I find it so romantic. Jack Nicholson's character is such a mean asshole but he turned out to have the best lines ever. Any guy who compliments me the way Nicholson did to Helen Hunt would have me waiting on him hand and foot in an instance. Haha. "Always look on the bright side of Life" *whistles*

I should move the blog to livejournal or something. I hate not being able to post pictures. Damn, this looks more like a newspaper report than a blog.